One Tournament - Two Hands

Played for just under an hour in Betfairs $5k Gtd, and never had a hand at all, pinched a few small pots by betting or raising with position, but was limping into the break with less tha 2k in chips, when I had two hands in a row to put me top of the leaderboard

-----HAND 3------
Game #3536834854: Hold'em NL (75/150) - 2006/09/27 - 01:56:47 (GMT)
Table "$5K TUESDAY GTD 3490005 - 3" Seat 8 is the button.
Seat 1: SoSick (5111 in chips)
Seat 2: holker (1632.50 in chips)
Seat 3: Tnttnt (10615 in chips)
Seat 5: ukpaul (10065 in chips)
Seat 6: Niilex2 (6362.50 in chips)
Seat 7: 1foxyfoe (2485 in chips)
Seat 8: Usettler sits out
Seat 9: Sannesk (1605 in chips)
Seat 10: selbs (1905 in chips)
Sannesk: posts small blind 75
selbs: posts big blind 150
----- HOLE CARDS -----
dealt to holker [Qc Qh]
SoSick: calls 150
holker: raises to 450
Tnttnt: calls 450
ukpaul: folds
Niilex2: folds
1foxyfoe: calls 450
Usettler: folds
Sannesk: calls 375
selbs: folds
SoSick: calls 300
----- FLOP ----- [As 5s 7h]
Sannesk: folds
SoSick: checks
holker: checks
Tnttnt: checks
1foxyfoe: checks
----- TURN ----- [As 5s 7h][2c]
SoSick: checks
holker: checks
Tnttnt: checks
1foxyfoe: checks
----- RIVER ----- [As 5s 7h 2c][9d]
SoSick: checks
holker: bets 1182.50 and is all-in
Tnttnt: folds
1foxyfoe: calls 1182.50
SoSick: folds
----- SHOW DOWN -----
holker: shows [Qc Qh] (A Pair of Queens, Ace high)
1foxyfoe: shows [Tc Th] (A Pair of Tens, Ace high)
holker collects 4765 from Main pot
----- SUMMARY -----
Total pot 4765 Main pot 4765 Rake 0
Board [As 5s 7h 2c 9d]
Seat 1: SoSick folded on the River
Seat 2: holker showed [Qc Qh] and won (4765) with A Pair of Queens, Ace high
Seat 3: Tnttnt folded on the River
Seat 5: ukpaul folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 6: Niilex2 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 7: 1foxyfoe showed [Tc Th] and lost
Seat 8: Usettler (button) folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 9: Sannesk (small blind) folded on the Flop
Seat 10: selbs (big blind) folded before Flop (didn't bet)

------HAND 4------
Game #3536835214: Hold'em NL (75/150) - 2006/09/27 - 01:58:14 (GMT)
Table "$5K TUESDAY GTD 3490005 - 3" Seat 9 is the button.
Seat 1: SoSick (4661 in chips)
Seat 2: holker (4765 in chips)
Seat 3: Tnttnt (10165 in chips)
Seat 5: ukpaul (10065 in chips)
Seat 6: Niilex2 (6362.50 in chips)
Seat 7: 1foxyfoe (852.50 in chips)
Seat 8: Usettler sits out
Seat 9: Sannesk (1155 in chips)
Seat 10: selbs (1755 in chips)
selbs: posts small blind 75
SoSick: posts big blind 150
----- HOLE CARDS -----
dealt to holker [Ac As]
holker: raises to 450
Tnttnt: folds
ukpaul: folds
Niilex2: folds
1foxyfoe: folds
Usettler: folds
Sannesk: folds
selbs: folds
SoSick: calls 300
----- FLOP ----- [Th 6c 9d]
SoSick: bets 4211 and is all-in
holker: calls 4211
----- TURN ----- [Th 6c 9d][Ah]
----- RIVER ----- [Th 6c 9d Ah][7d]
----- SHOW DOWN -----
SoSick: shows [Td Jh] (A Pair of Tens, Ace high)
holker: shows [Ac As] (Three of a kind, Aces, Ten high)
holker collects 9397 from Main pot
----- SUMMARY -----
Total pot 9397 Main pot 9397 Rake 0
Board [Th 6c 9d Ah 7d]
Seat 1: SoSick (big blind) showed [Td Jh] and lost
Seat 2: holker showed [Ac As] and won (9397) with Three of a kind, Aces, Ten high
Seat 3: Tnttnt folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 5: ukpaul folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 6: Niilex2 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 7: 1foxyfoe folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 8: Usettler folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 9: Sannesk (button) folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 10: selbs (small blind) folded before Flop (didn't bet)

I began to think I was going to win it again, I was even moved to post the hands on Betfairs Poker Forum, unfortunately, it was a case of "after the Lord Mayors Show" after the break.
It took me nearly another hour of death by blinding away before I raised with TT only to have it beaten by A7 (All in pe-flop)
And that was it, never had a sniff until getting desparate and short stacked I push with KJo and run into 99, I dont improve and thats it.
What a waste of time, all that patience.....
and all for nothing

Confidence is taking a bit of a battering recently, had a few losing weeks recently and at the higher stakes its giving my bankroll a bit of a bashing.
Its make your mind up time again I guess, do I stay on the $25 games or drop back down to the £2 mtts and £5 stts to build the confidence, and hopefully the bankroll